Today would have been my dear friend Pam's 51st birthday. I still have a hard time coming to terms that she is truly gone. Pam and I have been friends since before we were confirmed. She is one of those rare finds in life called "life long friends". As our kids have grown and our lives have changed we didn't keep as close touch as we use to. We always "talked" about meeting for lunch or just "getting together" as we visited at a shower or when I stopped in the store for something. We thought we had "time" and would be able to spend more time catching up. Just knowing that she was there was enough. Now that she is gone I can hardly stand it sometimes. I can't believe how many times the thought comes in my head to "call Pam" before I remember I can't. Even on this recent trip to Florida I was fighting tears thinking how I would have love to call her and hash over the trip with her as they took a similar trip with their family a few years back. In fact the last conversation I had with her was when she called me after hearing about our plans to Disney World. She just called to share in my excitement and share tips they had learned on their trip.
One thing I am thankful for are my memories of Pam. When our kids were little we didn't pack them up much and go back and forth but we talked on the phone many times a week. We were always on the "same page" whether it was our faith, raising our kids, crafts, keeping house and cooking. We've shared so many recipes over the years. I remember one time when I was actually at her house visiting and she served me a piece of her cinnamon nisua with my coffee. It was the best I had ever had. She told me her tips.....leave the dough fairly sticky and use brown sugar instead of white sugar. To this day I make the best cinnamon bread thanks to Pam and I honestly think of her every time I make it.
It gives me comfort to know that although she has gone to her heavenly rest, she will never be forgotten. Her memories are cemented in all of our hearts. They come out lovingly and close often. Every time I make one of her recipes, use my Bosch mixer, (recommended by Pam), use a household tip she shared with me or just reflect on the years when our kids were young.
I miss her dearly but I thank God that she was spared so much earthly pain and trials in the fact she was taken so quickly with out having to hardly suffer from the effects of her cancer ridden body. She was also such an uplifting testimony not only to me but to so many other Christians. Many that didn't even know her. To hear how she so peacefully and calming accepted her fate that day she was told that her time had come to an end. All her earthly trials were taken from her. God gave her that strength and peace to know that He would take care of her husband and children when she was gone. She had no fears. If we all could be so blessed on our last day. May God especially comfort Gary and her children on this birthday day.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Animal Kingdom
Today we are just chilling at the condo. The kids are out baking at the pool. Dad is relaxing doing Suduko and I'm on here. We need a day of relaxing to rest up from this "vacation".
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Epcot
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Kennedy Space Center and Cocoa Beach
Out of order....
I was trying to put the Disney World post first and the Swimming in the ocean second but couldn't figure out how to do that. So the second post is suppose to be the first.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Swimming in the Ocean
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